Brace Yourself for this Heartbreaker

My goodness it was probably impossible to make this video not cute... but I've had it sorta ready to go for a while now, and was waiting for the right day to post it ❤️

I'v seeing this video here and there but I cannot find the Original owner, usually that means it's from Asia and they are much nicer about letting me use their content, but I'm not sure. He's soooo fricken cute though and if someone out there deserves the credit please let me know cause 😍

I hope that this lil guy was able to give you that pep in your step you needed today, or even just the ability to take a deep breath and giggle, even if for just a second.

I went off of my steroids (prednisone) yesterday morning. I was supposed to keep taking them for the rest of the week but I got the kick I needed and I'd rather save the rest for another time (don't tell anyone cause I shouldn't be doing that 🥴). It really opened my eyes to just how much pain I've been tolerating lately. It all came back when I woke up this morning and my whole body felt like I got hit by a truck... no wonder I was getting so cranky and sad. My mind is still feeling positive though, even with my pain returning. It sure was nice to have a few days where I felt like a superhero. I used to joke that these steroids gave me super powers and made me want to run a marathon! But then idiots would go; "you know it's not THAT kind of steroid, right?" and i just have to roll my eyes at the lack of understanding when I say that. I am always in such chronic pain, that the prednisone just makes me feel normal and able-bodied again. and to me, "normal" feels like superpowers. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It's frustrating knowing I took my able-bodied-ass for granted, even things like waking up in the morning and feeling so comfortable you can't move, as opposed to waking up and being quickly reminded of how much your body hurts. Auto-immunity in my early 30s was not something I would have asked for in a million years... but I'll still admit I prefer the me today, illness and all, but a much better person than the me from before. And better off too! For one thing, my sticker collection is comparatively much larger now... 🤓

Anywhoodle, I'm going to be working on some shop and merch stuff today I think. So I'll be around. If you haven't read the Patreon post about Questions for my Update video, go take a look and see if you have something to add 🥰 I hope you have a beautiful day! And may MAY bring us so much more beauty 🤩

Looooove Alex, Susie, and Calvin

P.S. your four legged floof gets a snackie right now. no choice. go do. 🐈 chop chop.