Calvin & Susie's Nipped-out Bday PART 4

It's time, everyone! I finally got through it! 😆 I'm not sure why this one was giving me so many more road blocks than the first three, but hopefully the next episode in this series; the fifth and final episode, won't give me as hard of a time.🤞After this one, it's just us rounding up our day, opening the rest of the packages, and passing out 🥰 I'm excited to show off the rest of the presents and my new socks!!! oh wait...

I want to say a huuuuge thank you to everyone who has been hanging out on facebook and engaging with the reposting of my reels! 🤗 Uploading them directly to facebook has already shown signs of it being a good move, as the analytics are bugging me a lot more with notes of how well I'm doing. This is a definite sign that I was right about my cross-posts not being counted "views wise". (I cannot stress this enough; this wouldn't be possible without you. YOU are why this is working out. YOU GUYS are my saviours right now. My heroes, my besties, and I love youuuuu! I know I am coming off strangely dramatic right now when saying that, but it's true. I'm just a weird, reclusive cat lady who does cat voices alone in her room without you 🥴❤️)

So, now that I am growing "real" actual views on Facebook, thanks to you, it's only a matter of time. Patience is definitely required though and I keep having to remind myself of that. This is something that they could notice tomorrow, or months from now, so I just need to remember that I am at least now working/moving in the right direction. And I'm just so grateful that I have an amazing team of people on my side 🥹🩷 It's not been easy. Doing all of the re-uploading and revamping of older ones is taking up a lot of my time, but chatting with all of you in the comments of my re-uploaded old reels has been cheering me up a lot. ☺️ When i feel like there's so much mountain left to climb, sometimes it's good to look back behind me, and see just how far I have already come. Not to mention also hearing how much positivity I have put out in to the world is a good feeling.

So I am still quite emotionally and mentally overwhelmed, also anxious just about the endless list of things to do.. but I feel more driven at the same time. There are so many things that need tending to, and so here's to positive change from here on out! And if not, the strength to overcome anything that comes firing our way. block it like a ninja-spY hi -YA🥷🏻

Looove

Alex, Susie and Calvin

P.S. to the small bunch of you that kept asking to see my kids glasses; I'm not ignoring you, I just honestly haven't gone to get them refitted yet 🙈 I know it's been... two weeks? maybe more? When the time comes, though, I do wanna show you cause glasses look cute on me when they are the right size! who knew?? 🤣

P.P.S. AND MY MOM IS GONNA BE HERE TO VISIT IN 5 DAYS 😭😍🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️ Mom healing powers 🎶 I haven't been lucky enough to see her more than once a year, if that, in... over a decade??? I feel so lucky and so excited! I felt a trillion times better after she came out here in April, and I know just how good that first hug is going to feel 🩵