Eating a Rule Book is Counter-Productive

Hi familoves 🫂❤️️ sorry about yesterday, I was just having one of those days... You know? Things just didn't line up well that morning and everything kind of fell apart before I had even had my coffee. I sort of wandered through the day like I was in an "emotionless" cold fog. I ended up making myself a little sign for my wall that says, "The only people who benefit from you being sad are those you dislike the most." It's a good thought for me to have in my back pocket when i feel that way. When I keep that in mind, it's much more possible for me to pull myself out of it. I made the sign, but I was still feeling bluueee until this morning when I got to chat with my mom for the first time in a few days. I'm feeling a little lighter now, and i had a lot of giggles while working on the video for this morning. Much of my family were at a memorial this past weekend for one of my matantes; my mom's oldest sister. Her name was Monique, and wow was she pretty. And so kind. The rehab centre that I stayed at almost a decade ago was in her town, so she would come visit me and bring hugs. It was hard not being there this weekend, I wish I could have been there for my mom and gotten to see family, but the distance is just too great, and wasn't doable for me right now and thats OK. I have my future plans to move closer, and as long as I keep my brain set in that direction, I'll be ok.

I hope that everyone is doing alright. I haven't been able to check in with many of you the past few days so I'm sorry I'm behind. I love you are dearly, and I want nothing but happiness, peace and good health for you and your four legged families. Stay strong, stay positive, and stay silly.

Love love love Alex, Susie, and Calvin