Spinnin' spinnin' spinnin' the remote

Well goooood morning! So... I work annoyingly well under pressure... I call it annoying because I don't get to pick and choose when my brain decides is an important time to do that. I am capable of working fast, efficient, and even hyper-focus, but only when my ADHD decides and there is the pressure of needing it done. For example, this whole week I have had a really hard time planting myself in place to get the video done before noon my time like I usually try to. I wasn't posting til 2 or 3. But today I have a doctors appointment soooo I was up at 6 and I finished it in two hours because I barely got up from my spot. I want to be happy about this, but I would love to be able to work this well on days that aren't booked up too... neurodivergency is soooo fun and confusing to make sense of 🙃 but I have it to thank for my imagination, so we're still on good terms.

Now, this kitten is my kinda little dude. Make a game out of what's in front of you and have the best fun ever. 😂 This is why I have so many fidget toys. It's insane how much more easily I can sit still or listen to someone or something when I'm just spinning a toy in my hands. It's crazy how much that settles my mind from trying or wanting to do other things. That part of me that's always trying to pull me out of whatever sitting position I'm in and wander off or whatever it is, is eased.

on that word scramble of a ramble, I must go make my self worthy of being in a public space. hehe. love you all!!

Loooove Alex, Calvin and Susie