This Lever is Definitely There on Purpose

I had such a funny morning with this one.. I had recorded it a few days ago, and was sitting here putting the sub-titles together and found myself thinking "This is super cute, it could probably be funnier, but I like it". Then "yeah I don't care that it's meh, I like it." to "why don't I just re-record and see what happens?" and so I did and it turned out much better 😅☺️ it was missing some ZiNg, I don't know how else to describe it. This one talks about snakes and mice so there's some zing 😅

As always, I feel like I'm falling behind on things. But I generally just feel this way when there are things to be done. It's a bad habit I'm trying to break. I probably have already talked about this, but read somewhere that we tend to consider our "best possible day", whatever that may be, as the blueprint for every day. But no one can be at there best every single day, so any day that isn't a super success feels like a failure. I'm trying to bring my "base" down to a more reasonable level of productivity. It will hopefully help me feel better about the really productive days too, as opposed to just feeling like "PHEW k I did a day". Without feeling any reward for getting anything done, I just feel less anxious and stressed. I think that might be an ADHD thing, I can't remember if I read it while researching that or not... I'm either anxious or not anxious... I really wish anxiety would leave me alone because I feel like it's aging me and it's so unnecessary 🙈 such a waste of my energy. But I am getting better at handling it, slowly. Just gotta go through life like this guy. Be anxious about whether or not that window is meant to be opened? Or just do it and assume the best 😁😁😁 I'm sure the humans will be fiiiiiine.

Love you guys ❤️

-Alex, Susie and Calvin