Watching TV with Calvin

I looooove having chill time with Calvin. He's so easy going. Especially when it comes to watching what I wanna watch. His cat tv is on in the bedroom 24/7 (yes, I sleep with the birds and the squirrels on 😅) So when he comes to join me at the end of the night, it feels nice. I try to imagine what it must be like for people who don't have pets and live alone... it seems very lonely. If it weren't for the innocent souls wandering around to keep me in check, I'd probably have gone a lot more mad than I have now 🥴 I do still talk to my cats, but i'm happy ❤️

I finally started getting the ball rolling with Calvin's medical procedure. I don't have the full amount for his surgery saved up yet, but I've booked his Vet appointment for the 8th so that the vet can at least take a look at him and hopefully let me know if it's something i need to get for him NOW or if waiting a few more months at least for the money to come in will be fine. I'm sure it will, but this step was necessary anyways, so I figured let's just get it over with. I already have anxiety about that day, and how I'm going to have to get Calvin in his carrier. Which is not only so impossible, but I know it's going to sour or relationship for a while and that breaks my heart.. But it's gotta be done. Just like this time last year when I had to bring susie to the vet and then try to give her medication for a month, and that whole thing was just horrible. For all of us. So here's hoping Calvin doesn't make my life too difficult and he can trust that I wouldn't do anything to hurt him.. No joke, I've been working out my arms a lot lately and I'm hoping that it will help me when it comes to catching the bugger 😆 I'm tired of not being strong enough to hold them. They are big babies, at least for me, and I don't like the thought that in an emergency I do not have the strength to grab them both and run. So I am training for that. To at least hopefully feel confident in myself when those "what ifs" always pop up in my head. I'll be able to squash those potential fears knowing "naw I got this" ❤️

I wish for all of you this week to have a nice evening with your four-legged family members to bond and chill. 🫂❤️

Love Alex, Susie, and Calvin